cut short for today, reach home after tonning from milo house, slept through the whole day, then went down return uniform and got scolded like fck ! then after that, went bunking, actually want watch movie end up the others quarrels till nvr go, so bunking whole day, eaten 2 bar of choclate given by ah ma and tai ma then today smoke very fierce, ppl keep take from me till i finish T_T then went home saw daniel at amk bus stop, went home on same bus. so tired T_T now blog abit and going rest soon. to fcukers around who spam my fcking blog, u can take ur leave. my blog dun welcome u, thank alot and FCK off ! not happy, come out talk ! tat all for today siigniing off takecare the one who left behind ForSaken~
His goodbye @ [ 8:08 AM ]
Monday, December 22, 2008
Monday, December 22, 2008
Today, work all day, then half way, i go find silent and ash they all, spent time together slack la, smoke, play pool, then finally want go katong play basketball, end up got wushu training, so never play. then went slack at playground, haha, saw 4 policeman, all hiu lan sia. then keep smoke, police also never care. haha xD To lynn well, if u think u are happy this time, i feel happy for u too. take care and last long even though xmas is still long, 3 day away but i believe u can go through it barh. if i am the one who cause u to lose faith and trust in mens, then i am sorry, but no matter how, i believe u can get over it soon. take care. Tat all for today Siigning off takecare the one who been blamed all the times ForSaken~
His goodbye @ [ 7:24 AM ]
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Did not post ytd, becos kinda late, well, ytd after work, call that fucker nicotine, then meet with joey and all then all went home by bus at tpy, LOL then went home, then watch tv, then suddenly i still realise, i still miss her haiix, :( dunnoe wat to do also, now keep see-ing my brothers all 1 by 1 attached, i also feel happy for them i wonder when my turn, sometimes just really want someone who can embrace me too but its impossible becos i am the one who got left behind, the ForSaken. so cant even think of finding 1 anymore. Tat All For Today. Siigning off take care the one who been left behind ForSaken~
His goodbye @ [ 7:17 PM ]
Friday, December 19, 2008
Friday, December 19, 2008
today, went tamp fetch amanda go her simei ite select her course, waste my time la ! then after that, thought she want pei me go bunk then end up go find yaoyao, i bwg -.- but i understand la, so dun blame her, so i went bunk, saw xiang and hanwei, so wished xiang happy birthdya, brought his cigg for him, then he treat me some haha xD so happy, at least today got cigg, then went bunking awhile, then go smoke, then follow hanwei go meet his stead. then went play basketball awhile, fucker keep eat me, make me hot nia. but nbm, after game, waiting him to come tio me end up he hum, nvr ask and go away. then took bus back pasir ris inter, took train back bunk, then saw my fcking ex ! intimating with her boyfriend, make me fcking dulan, then i walk away, but it seemed, i cant get rid of her shadow? everywhere i go she will be there. even my working place, she work above me ! ! ! !ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~! ! ! ! ! sometimes i just wished i could get rid of her shadow? even though, she been with me 1 yr only, but i still love her alot, just cant get her out of my mind, afterall we had alot of memories. haiix, today it recaps and i nearly broke down again. but this time, i controlled it back becos, infront of my brothers, i dun really want them see me this way. i really cant control anymore and now right infront of my com, i confess, i still love her, but its not possible already. all i can do, is just wish she would be happier with her guy and her guy treat her good. HAIIX ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Labels: Hiding behind these empty smiles ~ Tat all for today siigniing off takecare the one who been left alone and dun deserved to be loved ForSaken~
His goodbye @ [ 7:15 AM ]
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Thursday, December 18, 2008
today, last min need o work, so i went , have fun though today sales not that good, LOL stupid manager make me counted and separate signals papers, dunnoe thousand of thems, counted till faint, then finally finish work, went wait bus, wait 35 mins also dun haf 1 fucking fucked up, so take 57 back bishan and go home from bishan. just reach home, so blog about it, going sleep soon, tmr still have work. tat all for today siigniing off takecare the one u left behind and remembering our past ForSaken~
His goodbye @ [ 7:05 AM ]
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
nth to do, finally back to posting after so long, done with my "thing" so back already, people sorry did not post earlier. today, changed my skin thank to my friend. i really like it alot and its seem better. nth to do whole day stuck home rest, then father know i smoke ma, no cigg so took his cigg and he went down and buy me cigg ~ WHOA ! so happy, then nth to do, hoping i will go work soon. anyway, that for all i guess. gonna listen music and relac ^^ by the way, hope u enjoy this nice piece of music. That all siigning off takecare the one u left behind ForSaken~
His goodbye @ [ 4:44 AM ]
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