Why am i always the one got hurtings ?
<body>

Friday, December 19, 2008

Friday, December 19, 2008

today, went tamp fetch amanda go her simei ite select her course, waste my time la ! then after that, thought she want pei me go bunk then end up go find yaoyao, i bwg -.- but i understand la, so dun blame her, so i went bunk, saw xiang and hanwei, so wished xiang happy birthdya, brought his cigg for him, then he treat me some haha xD so happy, at least today got cigg, then went bunking awhile, then go smoke, then follow hanwei go meet his stead. then went play basketball awhile, fucker keep eat me, make me hot nia. but nbm, after game, waiting him to come tio me end up he hum, nvr ask and go away. then took bus back pasir ris inter, took train back bunk, then saw my fcking ex ! intimating with her boyfriend, make me fcking dulan, then i walk away, but it seemed, i cant get rid of her shadow? everywhere i go she will be there. even my working place, she work above me ! ! ! !ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ~! ! ! ! ! sometimes i just wished i could get rid of her shadow? even though, she been with me 1 yr only, but i still love her alot, just cant get her out of my mind, afterall we had alot of memories. haiix, today it recaps and i nearly broke down again. but this time, i controlled it back becos, infront of my brothers, i dun really want them see me this way. i really cant control anymore and now right infront of my com, i confess, i still love her, but its not possible already. all i can do, is just wish she would be happier with her guy and her guy treat her good. HAIIX ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Labels: Hiding behind these empty smiles ~
Tat all for today
siigniing off
takecare
the one who been left alone and dun deserved to be loved
ForSaken~


His goodbye @
[ 7:15 AM ]

Terms & Conditions

Welcome to my blog
I dont entertain spammers
If you are unhappy about me
Please kindly leave[: !

Tat ForSaken

My name is Ivan
People known me as Forsaken
My birthday falls on 9February92
Im the one you people left behind
THE FORSAKEN

Guess you hate them too,

Backstabbers
Fuckers
Hongsters
Myself

What he really wishes alot .

TangTang YuJing
A new phone
Family to be blissful
Higher Salary


SCREAMO !


Take Away And Fly ~


Airen
aiai
aiai(2nd)
gracia
dreamy
Eleanor
jamie precious
jamie nuren
mamato
candy sweetsweet
jesslyn lailing
junie bell
Angela honeh
Shaddie gf
kumik0 mei
Simin laopo
Kristlyn princess

Memories

| November 2008| December 2008| January 2009| February 2009| March 2009


credicts

DESIGNER:YARLEE :DD
blogskins
blogger


Music

1 song playing :D