nothing much happen, just work and work for me right now. nothing to care about also. thank eileen and jun long and jeff and darren pei me today whole day at bunk rest. and air junn also for treating me play bunk today. thanks alot guys. i think i am used to my old life? being forsaked and mei ren ai and mei ren yao. To: that special someone something serious to tell u, i not sure whether its will affect u or not, but somehow, things dun goes the way we wanted, somemore, its been like this for the past months? i dun really mind ppl asking whether my gf is lynn or not, but its like i cant stand the pressure between us? there is alot of differences. u should know urself, and i dn think i suit u or simple wo bu pei. the gap between seemed big and widdening, for ur info, not i hong or outside got other gf, or timer u. its just somehow i feel the pressure and differences is really too big and wide for me to handle, when i know i truely love u, i can overcome this problem but, now i dun have the strenght to continue. i am sorry ~ may i bless u to find a better and good one. i am sorry baby, i truely love u when i thought things will turn for the better since the day we got tgt but, its doesn't but instead it got worse. i am sorry. forgive me. but u choose to hate me, i also got nothing to say. its been a happy memories for me for the past weeks. lastly, i am sorry ~
Labels: truely sorry when i truely love u. Siigning off takecare withpain ForSaken
His goodbye @ [ 9:47 AM ]
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
nth to write much these days, just got back from tonning and all. things are finally getting better at home, but its still as cold. hope thing will be better any sooner. Leave out the rest ~ I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cares After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving? When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shed but I'm me I'm strong on the surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me From myself I can't be who you are When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside You've learned to hide so well Pretending someone else can come and save me From myself I can't be who you are I can't be who you are
labels: things are better, i am glad. Missing That Someone Alot <3 Siigniing off Takecare Withpain/sorrow ForSaken
His goodbye @ [ 7:49 AM ]
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Thursday, November 20, 2008
did not post ytd, so sian, went bunk, slack around, then did not do much thing, just walking lor, but then today, got billy bbq at pasir ris, i nvr go, cos very sian, + ton there, sure got sparring training de, so i dun want. ^^ fuck man, these day really no very good, family drifting, and other prob, but now at least got bunkers and some other friends, i am lucky though. then, now i be going bunk again. hope today got show watched? LOL To those fucker who keep like spam my blog, kindly fuck off thank u. unknown when did i say i go red house for stay 3 day 2 night with consent form? i did not even go to red house b4, zzz, and ivanmomdie, my mom passed away already so? respect the dead can, + hor, i hongster, i flirt u huan lo so much? but nbm, i take u as small. and hurt, i dun know and dun care who the fuck are u? by hor, write there like a dog using hurt this name, to me, u are just a barking dog la. btw, dun need to know who u are, becos, i dun see dogs !
label: when will everything end? Fuck OFF ! Siigning off takecare withpain ForSaken
His goodbye @ [ 10:24 PM ]
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Today, so much things happen, still having cold war with father, went bunk slack around, make alot new friends, then got prob, but nothing le. FUCK MAN ! today so many taiji, i really sibei sian le. just wished dec 7 faster come so i will not need to suffer so much, everday seemed dragging when i am like so free, fuck ! just hope, dec 7 faster come, sorry to those who ask me not to think so much but i cant ! i cant drag on like this, its a torture to people around me. haiix :( Saw my dearest, miyuli today, when she was disturbing jia ming, lol, today so many people do so manyy lan jia0 thing, fuck police screen us ! knn ! but nothing happen so nbm went home with leen, nick, samuel and panda, LOL all stay near me haha xD good lor, next time go out can go with them ^^ recently, all those bunkers getting in all ginnas, and all start having probation and all. well, maybe next time i go bunk, got show again ^^ i be sure i be eating popcorn and drinking large coke LOL tat all for tonight
label: Fucking disappointed with life and hate it ! Siigning off takecare withpain/sorrows ForSaken
His goodbye @ [ 7:13 AM ]
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
today, went out meet junie jie and ahhui, btw, junie is very the chio sia ! say she buang, cheat my feeling only ! then saw junjie and ivan LOL then saw 1 maojie or something, then went bunk, today got taiji at bunk so fierce, lucky i was standing at side watching. haha xD then pei junie diao ps till 8 + then saw kaldo and billy, then went with them slack around and went home le. junie they all ps me, go marina hotel, nvr tell me T_t but nbm. tat all for today i guess, tmr need work so tired. T_T anyway meet u guys soon, and i guess i am coming back to bunk le. meet me if u want, but must let me know when ^^ that all for today
label: not fit to be ur son becos i lost faith in u ! Siigning off takecare withpain/sorrows. ForSaken
His goodbye @ [ 6:55 AM ]
Monday, November 17, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
posted after 12 cos i dun like 17th de thing during the day. First: HAPPY 3RD MONTH jamie precious ^^ second: Junie jie hope u will cheer up and stay strong, and i will make louis leg both casted if i see him. third: Thanks cass for pei me today at basketball court there ^^ Fourth: thank qien and all who linked me and intro nice songs. Fifth: germaine if u want just jio only cos, he is quite handsome, where like me world top buangster leh ! Last but not least: Baby ! i miss and love u <3>
label: not even worth to be ur son afterall. lost faith in u Siigning off takecare With Pain and Scars left behind ForSaken/ DisownedSaken
His goodbye @ [ 8:16 AM ]
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Sunday, November 16, 2008
here my 2nd post since this morning recreated blog, well, nth much happen, had a good chat with someone till early morning 6.30am and she still dun want go slp, keep cry and cry, but its okay, she feel better after that, well, i am glad i am of any help to her. afternoon went sk play basketball with brothers and his friends. then brother injured his leg, LOL so careless but its okay, he will recover, then at cpp, saw my friend, walking baack to her shop, tried to call her but scare she paiseh so nvr call. HAHA xD reach home, done housework, so tired and sit infront of the com. nth to do, waiting for that someone, becos i miss her alot ! well, i will let time pass to be as a proof, my love for her will stand. she is my last love. i love u, but do i stand a chance? dun think so, but no matter how, i want u know, i am here for u whenever u need me. Edited post: well, FUCK U dad ! dun keep say this kind of things can? hurt me fucking deep. disowned this word fun to say ar? u want disowned me and kor, do wat u want la ! i dun care liao. afterall u say u finished ur duty getting em through my O lvl, now want go back thailand, GO LA ! think me as ur er zi dun wished to get u all the good things. now u say dun want me and kor, think la ! I HATE U ! for saying all those fucking hurting words. darn it ! i HATE IT dun involve me in ur things with kor. i am not ur mediator ! FUCK OFF ! label: Do I Even Stand A Chance? Or Am I Just A Passerby Tat Helps U Along Urs Way? edited label: I AM JUST A USELESS SON IN UR EYES AFTERALL ! Siigning off takecare withpain ForSaken
His goodbye @ [ 3:04 AM ]
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Finally, back to blogging after 1 month + of stopping, recr8 new blog, start off with a new skin, and i love it very much. The music behind suit the whole blog too. ^^ hope u guys enjoy it ^^ btw, those who wished to be linked, dropped me a tagg and i will ^^ sorry for those who i nvr linked. Been away from audi past 3 weeks, and i realise, rumours nvr stopped spreading even if i were to stop that game. HATE IT ! man, what must i do to stop u people mouth saying i am whatever u say i am? must i really die then u happy? i really lost of my direction and all, i am lost ! cant do things or get things right. is this the coming of me, the once greatly hailed, forsaken. is this my end for admitting and acceding to all of urs request? MUST I REALLY DIE THEN U SATISFIED? you ask urself, wat u guys actually want from me? if u want my live, just say and i will gif u. dun have to do all these stupid things to hurt me times and times again. and as for nuren, I dun know if i am able to move on, but now i wished u last long with him and i hope he will be ur last one. Moving on, i dunnoe what am i now afterall, u guys make me into something which i am not. i am not blaming u guys for that, but pls, at least stop SPREADING ! i CANT STAND IT anymore ! right now, if u guys were to blame me for anything and everything, GO AHEAD ! i take every blames. ok? fine with u guys? Still not happy, come out talk or leave ur FCKING big names behind. Today, started my new blog, i ask u keenly, listen to my blog song and ENJOY ~ that all for today siigniing off takecare withpain ForSaken~
His goodbye @ [ 11:03 AM ]
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